The Dreamers and Meggles Podcast

Anxiety - Then and Now

Sun, 31 Dec 2023 12:00:25 GMT

In this episode, I deep dive into different moments in my childhood that I feel may have contributed to developing anxiety as well as how it showed itself later on in life and what I've done to manage it. Remember, please be kind.

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Girls Girls Girls

Sat, 30 Dec 2023 12:00:59 GMT

In this episode, I explain what it was like for me growing up with my bisexuality. I talk about instances when I was more aware as a child and my discovery as a teenager. Remember, please be kind.

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Save it for Marriage (ft. guest Kemu)

Fri, 29 Dec 2023 12:00:41 GMT

In this episode, guest Kemu/Kelsey and I discuss purity culture. We explain what it is, what it's like to grow up in it, and talk about the ways it can be harmful. Please be aware that we discuss sex, so adults only, and also be aware that these are just our personal opinions and what we've experienced. We recognize there are some cases that it has been a positive thing for people and we don't want to take away from anyone's positive experience. However, everyone should recognize and accept that it is not for everyone and can cause trauma.

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The Rollercoaster to My Freedom

Thu, 28 Dec 2023 12:00:16 GMT

In this episode, I finish telling the story of my abusive relationship. It does have a happy ending, I do get out and survive, but I go through a hell of a time trying to get there. Be aware of your triggers, proceed with caution if you've also been a victim of abuse. As always, please be kind.

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Marriage+Studio+Abuse=Bomb

Wed, 27 Dec 2023 12:00:57 GMT

In this episode, I contain the story of my narcissistic ex. I discuss what my marriage was actually like and what fight really made me take a hard look at who he was and start me on the path toward getting out. There will be one more episode of this story! Please be aware of your triggers and proceed with caution. As always, be kind.

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Getting Married Will Make Things Better!

Tue, 26 Dec 2023 12:00:12 GMT

In this episode, I continue the story of my abuser. I talk about what happened after I cheated on him and still realized I could not break up with him. I decide that the thing to make things right is to get married. Once again, trigger warning for those who have been in toxic relationships, please be aware and listen take caution. As always, please be kind.

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Cycle of Abuse and Cheating

Sat, 23 Dec 2023 12:00:08 GMT

In this episode, I continue the story of my narcissistic ex. I discuss the time he spent living with my family, when I caught him cheating and what lead me down a path I never thought myself capable of. I also explain how the cycle of abuse works. Trigger warning for those who have dealt with narcissistic abuse. As always, please be kind.

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Never Had a Chance to Say No

Fri, 22 Dec 2023 12:00:11 GMT

In this episode, I continue the story of my abusive ex. I talk more about some of our biggest fights and I also talk about my sexual experience. Major trigger warning if you have had issues around giving your consent. Please proceed with caution if you have been in an abusive relationship. As always, be kind.

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"Better Off Without Me" Ignoring the First Red Flags

Thu, 21 Dec 2023 12:00:16 GMT

This is the second part of my narcissist story and I go into detail about those first few months of dating. I talk about the good times, his weird dynamic with his family, and a lot of our early fights. He would always use reverse psychology on me which would make me grow more attached to him. Trigger warning for those who have dealt with narcissistic abuse. Proceed with caution. As always, please be kind.

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Meeting My Abuser

Wed, 20 Dec 2023 12:00:50 GMT

This is the beginning of my story of abuse and in this episode, I go into details about how I met my narcissist and what things were like in the beginning. Trigger warning for those who have been in abusive situations, proceed with caution. As always, please be kind.

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The Pressure to Be in God's Favor

Tue, 19 Dec 2023 12:00:32 GMT

In this episode I go over a bit of what it was like growing up in my church, touching base on some of the beliefs we had, as well as talking about some of the negative aspects of Christianity. I also discuss how I feel about it now and include what solidified stepping away from the church. Because of this, I do briefly mention politics so please be aware of that and please be kind if your opinion differs from mine. Please keep in mind that these are just my personal opinions and views and it's okay to have differing opinions.

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Meet the Host!

Mon, 18 Dec 2023 20:43:28 GMT

In the very first episode of the podcast, I introduce myself and mostly gloss over things that make me who I am today. Beware, I do briefly discuss growing up as a Christian Democrat and what that experience was like for me. I hope that we can have mature discussions about topics like this, even if you don't agree politically. Please be kind. I also brush over being an extrovert with anxiety and an outcast in school and go over some of my passions.

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Trailer for Season One

Wed, 30 Aug 2023 01:07:38 GMT

Be ready for a season of trauma! But seriously, this season I will dive into deep topics that all relate to how I came to be who I am today. I also sprinkle in a few more light-hearted childhood stories. Are you ready to get real?

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