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			<description><![CDATA[<p>Written and Performed by Leah Crosby</p><br><p>Transcript:</p><br><p>Leaf piles</p><br><p>Every year, I always thought I liked jumping in leaf piles,&nbsp;</p><p>the same way I always thought I liked&nbsp;</p><p>carving pumpkins,&nbsp;</p><p>snowball fights,&nbsp;</p><p>selecting and decorating a christmas tree</p><p>and sledding.</p><br><p>I really don’t like any of these things.</p><br><p>In my mind, they were remembered as seasonal delights: rare and special.&nbsp;</p><p>Rather than the smelly, uncomfortable things they always were.</p><p>And every year I’d be disappointed.</p><br><p>My brothers and I would rake big, red New York State maple leaves from all the edges of our big New York State yard into giant piles.&nbsp;</p><p>The running and jumping and scattering was never as fun as the imagining the running and jumping and scattering.&nbsp;</p><p>Over in 6 anti-climactic seconds, the running next to my brothers was the best part.</p><p>I couldn’t help but wonder why put in the work for a thrill so proportionally small to the work you’d then have to re-do, before bagging up the leaves and throwing them into the giant, hot compost pile on the hill.</p><p>I was supposed to like it, so I did.</p><p>The musky smell of leaf decay rubbed wetly all over my twig-scratched thighs, enormous from ballet class.</p><p>A worm on my elbow…gross.</p><p>My braids pointed down, stick-like towards the angles of my shoulder blades, the tips touching the middle of the back of the giant t-shirt I wore over the cargo pants I used to erase my body, which always felt too-much-alive.&nbsp;</p><br><p>Now the thrill is in the raking, the clearing up of dead things. When I am at my parents' big New York State house, I throw things away when they’re not looking, I organize the pantry, I rake up the dead things in the yard. I am angry, so I work. I slip into sublime sublimation, moving through my unsaid thoughts by throwing away my old art projects that litter odd and dusty corners of their house.</p><br><p><br></p><hr><p style='color:grey; font-size:0.75em;'> Hosted on Acast. See <a style='color:grey;' target='_blank' rel='noopener noreferrer' href='https://acast.com/privacy'>acast.com/privacy</a> for more information.</p>]]></description>
			<itunes:summary><![CDATA[<p>Written and Performed by Leah Crosby</p><br><p>Transcript:</p><br><p>Leaf piles</p><br><p>Every year, I always thought I liked jumping in leaf piles,&nbsp;</p><p>the same way I always thought I liked&nbsp;</p><p>carving pumpkins,&nbsp;</p><p>snowball fights,&nbsp;</p><p>selecting and decorating a christmas tree</p><p>and sledding.</p><br><p>I really don’t like any of these things.</p><br><p>In my mind, they were remembered as seasonal delights: rare and special.&nbsp;</p><p>Rather than the smelly, uncomfortable things they always were.</p><p>And every year I’d be disappointed.</p><br><p>My brothers and I would rake big, red New York State maple leaves from all the edges of our big New York State yard into giant piles.&nbsp;</p><p>The running and jumping and scattering was never as fun as the imagining the running and jumping and scattering.&nbsp;</p><p>Over in 6 anti-climactic seconds, the running next to my brothers was the best part.</p><p>I couldn’t help but wonder why put in the work for a thrill so proportionally small to the work you’d then have to re-do, before bagging up the leaves and throwing them into the giant, hot compost pile on the hill.</p><p>I was supposed to like it, so I did.</p><p>The musky smell of leaf decay rubbed wetly all over my twig-scratched thighs, enormous from ballet class.</p><p>A worm on my elbow…gross.</p><p>My braids pointed down, stick-like towards the angles of my shoulder blades, the tips touching the middle of the back of the giant t-shirt I wore over the cargo pants I used to erase my body, which always felt too-much-alive.&nbsp;</p><br><p>Now the thrill is in the raking, the clearing up of dead things. When I am at my parents' big New York State house, I throw things away when they’re not looking, I organize the pantry, I rake up the dead things in the yard. I am angry, so I work. I slip into sublime sublimation, moving through my unsaid thoughts by throwing away my old art projects that litter odd and dusty corners of their house.</p><br><p><br></p><hr><p style='color:grey; font-size:0.75em;'> Hosted on Acast. See <a style='color:grey;' target='_blank' rel='noopener noreferrer' href='https://acast.com/privacy'>acast.com/privacy</a> for more information.</p>]]></itunes:summary>
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